You are a warrior. Thank you cor sharing your story, it’s a strong thing for you to do and you should be proud of yourself.

I also have bipolar disorder and suffer with anxiety and suffered with severe depression. I was struggling for a long time and was too anxious to tell anyone how I really felt. It was so hard at the time but with hospitalisation and support I got through it.
It may not seem like it but you will get through this difficult time and you will be wonderful at your new job. I believe in you.
Sending love, hugs and healing xx